Anonymous voice

 I think there's utility in giving anonymous voice to mid tier criminals

Articulation vs Neuroticism v.02

Having an environment that facilitates debates, discussions, objective criticisms would improve the spirit of articulation. Articulation in turn, would optimize the discussion experiences and so on and so on. Being able to articulate your feelings and concerns would help the moment you were faced with "danger" or potential dangers because articulated thoughts are stored in a form of words, in configurations that are compact and harmonious with your emotions. So instead of being overwhelmed with 10,000 danger signals, you'd quickly recognize and manage some of them, so now you'd only be overwhelmed by 5,000 signals. 

Even though a person is relatively neurotic compared to others, but talents related to articulations would probably make use of that negative feelings into all kinds of strength and those would be unique to that person, an "evolution". For example sensitivity to financial problems articulated would translate to the talent of prompt identification of similar problems experienced by others. People like that would be able to accurately solve problems using financial means, including problems that wouldn't usually be solved using the financial angle. Including problems that were not shown by the said people but timely identified by the empathetic circuit related to the amygdala.

Dignity v.03

If we keep on solving problems there would always going to be high times. 

But dignity comes and goes, and once you get your hands on your own dignity, it's no longer proper dignity and you'd never be satisfied with that inferior dignity

Dignity is in the hands of other people. Control what you can control, leave what you're not supposed to control alone. Your dignity is for other people to decide. 

So don't pay attention to it, it's a state not a reward. Sometimes it's based on lies, sometimes it's based on the Truth. You are not supposed to have anything to do with it. Be satisfied with yourself

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People might say, if we live in dangerous environment we couldn't afford to think like this. I'd answer why? wouldn't thinking like this provide unique point of view? When everybody were wrong about whether the volcano going to errupt or not, a person who knew something different would definitely contribute to the richness of point of views. Wouldn't a person who won't sway into herd bias be contributing even more substantially? that's what I'm saying. 

I think the evolution was not about utility but about trauma. Neuroticism causes people to be hostile or very sensitive about dignity to the point they're willing to severely hurt someone else. 

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Neuroticism is not always bad, it could be bad just like any other traits but it could also be good. Like a neurotic parents would observe the wound of their children, some wounds are normal some are actually tetanus. If you live in a disaster area being neurotic means being conservative, but again it cames with some downsides and we should address it instead of denying it. 

Evolution could be epigenetic wise could be the whole genes I don't know, but as human beings we can use our consciousness to actually contemplate and make things better and even drive future evolutions.

Why am so balans

 Inadequacy is inadequate for me

Communists are disgusting

Communist mindset is about taking away what other people has.

Communists are disgusting not because they are human beings
Communists are disgusting because they are communists

Pollution of meaning v.04

When you think you want to process the purest form of objects or letters inside your mind for them to reveal "The Word". But this freakin polluted meanings, dirty with innuendos really make it hard to get to "The Word". 

Why on earth does the world condone this innuendo thing anyway? Why is it so popular? Was there some super prominent guy at the top somewhen in the past decided... you know what lets promote this innuendo thing so that my immidiate family would be the only people who would realize their potentials. 

And we still eat it until now

My thoughts today

Today I think,

God is good but He didn't fill the whole existence with goodness 

Yes the Truth is the Truth and the memory of existence would always be there, ready to be mended when we have acquired the ability to retrieve them. Still, suffering is so not Godly. 

However no one scrutinizes Satan. Why? Because Satan is Satan? That it is given that it's supposed to be bad? Well here I say Satan should antagonize itself, taste its own medicine. Actually it has, the fact that some bad things have been done over with, diseases eradicated, some pain has been relieved, animosities resolved, shows that Satan have been eating it's own excrements. Why not do it more and more?

God is here and He is always available to be scrutinized, people do it all the time. Isn't that freedom?

But the audacity of God's adversary to lie and deceive and to cause mishaps, sorrow, depression... while people glorify it as if it's the embodiment of strength. It's the embodiment of avoidance of responsibilities, the enemy, negativity of humanism and negativity of sustainability. It kept on spewing reasons to be spiteful about goodness, morality, integrity, and honesty, after that people think it's cool that such arguments were spawned. Disgusting, while God keep on working... laughter is available, comfort is available, company is available, reliefs are available, beauty is available, amazement and inspiration are available, such have kept people inclining to do good things, lovely things, sustainably.

Obviously bad is bad... not enough

The devil is in the details.

The strength of God is conspicuous, existence with all its glory. The sun and the other stars, the moon and the beauty of the night. Our continuing body and its prevalent life as of now, the complexity of our biology, and the deepness of our thoughts. It seeks justice and many times its needs and wants have been fulfilled. The strength of God manifests, the work of God is perpetual, if such things were done by human beings people would greatly praise them, but people overlooked the goodness of God to focus on things that are bad. How we are missing all the momentum that's there for us to ride on. 

So in conclusion, as we do to God himself we'd be liable to do the same to ourselves. Appreciate our greatness and keep on building on it. Everything's going to be alright, don't stop, keep on trying.