When Innuendo was mixed with sin / crime / evil v.02

When you've done good and at the same time you've had committed a crime as well, if you were brought to the court, the court might decide that your good deeds could cancel out with your bad deeds or a part of it. The rest of it might be forgiven through other ordeals, or payments. 

Now let's say if a rapist said, my life is hard therefore I raped. Then who cares about that hardship?

But if you stole something that could be paid off, the good that you've done would cover for it. If you lived in an innuendo world, as much good that you'd get out of it, that crime would keep on being there... no one's ever going to cancel it off, even if some said that you've deserved the cancel off, everyone else still think that you're indebted. 

So, why not just cancel it off? Why put yourself in a mess that a heinous sinner supposed to be in? You're being a smokescreen, a tool, and the payment you received is depression or narcissism or lies that felt good together with all of its problems to you and the people around you, including those who supposed to loved each other. 

I'm bad at this *sheet

I'm bad at dealing with sheets, bed sheets, bed cover sheets. 

So, wouldn't it be better if the bed had holes at each corner and the bed sheets has rubber screws to be attached in the bed? Then make the bed sheet in the form of an opened up dice, so at the sides of the bed, the wings could be tucked in. (ok that would leave the corners opened, maybe put a zipper at each corners?). Then when it was time to wash the sheet, the rubber screws could be unattached from it, because it is mushroom shaped. 

For bed cover sheet, the zipper should be all the way from the top side to the bottom side, opened it up like a book, put the bed cover in, tie it up to the sheets, and then zip it. (Ok, on the top side the zip would cause discomfort, so maybe a wing to cover it that could be buttoned? At the end of the wing you fold it inward and then button it).  

Obskuritas Bisnis Anti Kejahatan Fisik

Bencana besar yang terjadi di NTT, lebih dari 160 orang meninggal dan banyak lagi masalah sangat berat lainnya, sungguh menunjukkan keterbatasan manusia dan betapa bejatnya mereka yang menghambat kemajuan manusia (mungkin saya juga termasuk di antaranya). 

Dalam keadaan pasca-bencana masalah pertahanan dan keamanan manusia menjadi sesuatu yang sangat serius. Segala yang kita jalani hari demi hari tanpa berpikir, artikulasi arti dari kriminalitas, hak atas properti, menjadi luar biasa penting di sana. 

Urusan kejahatan fisik itu seperti bisnis yang tak ada inovasi, kesannya, karena hasil yang kita nikmati itu tidak gembar-gembor, dan kalaupun ada penjahat yang digagalkan selalu metodenya itu-itu aja: Dilacak, dikejar, disergap. Tapi di balik itu sebenarnya teknologi yang digunakan dan kepintaran yang dibutuhkan harus terus berkembang terus menerus. 

Di sinilah ada ketidak-sambungan antara investor dan venture, entah solusinya simpel atau tidak saya tidak cukup background untuk mengerti, tapi yang saya tahu pasti kejahatan di bidang ancaman kedaulatan dan kriminalitas semakin bertumbuh dan berkembang, dan kenyataan bahwa banyak dari kita bisa hidup tenang seharusnya merujuk kepada semakin canggihnya para penjaga pertahanan dan keamanan kita. 

Mungkin saya mengerti salah satu masalah besarnya, yaitu semua orang harus berhak atas hal itu. Tentu saja, dan saya yakin hanya dengan berada saja manusia itu berkontribusi kepada keadilan, bukan masalah hak, bukan masalah persamaan derajat, tapi masalah kapitalisme/kontribusi, contoh: orang di hulu menganggap membuang kotoran di sungai itu tidak masalah, sampai mereka melihat orang di hilir diare karena mereka, orang duduk duduk di pinggir lorong mengurungkan pencuri atau perampok untuk beraksi malam-malam, orang hidup sendiri di rumah kosong dan tidak keluar-keluar rumah memberi kontras tentang keadaan orang lain dan dia pada umumnya serta memberi informasi tentang prevalensi konsep properti di komunitas tersebut. Jadi saya menganggap keberadaan manusia itu adalah keberadaan keadilan, kecuali mereka secara aktif berusaha untuk tidak adil, dan semua orang berhak atas segalanya, kalau belum bisa setidaknya hal yang mendasar. Tapi biar bagaimanapun, yang berterima kasih itu mengaktifkan sirkuit ekonominya... maksudnya yang berterimakasih itu meningkatkan ketersediaan solusi dibanding yang tidak, masak demi mau menjaga kesan "adil" orang menyangkal kebenaran?

Akhirnya yang terjadi adalah, mereka yang "mengerti" dan hidup dalam bayangan, disanjung-sanjung. Dan mereka yang mau terbuka, malah akan dibilang ilegal, tukang suap, atau pemain kotor. Ini kemunafikan yang tidak baik. Terbuka maupun tidak terbuka, sejarah menunjukkan bahwa sama saja, segala barang dan jasa butuh sirkuit balas jasa untuk bisa dipertahankan. Dan demi kebohongan ini, orang-orang sudah dilenakan dan dibuat tidak siap-siap berinvestasi akan hal ini. 

Lalu mereka yang mengerti dibilang pinter mereka yang tidak dibilang bodo, seakan semua harus perduli akan hal yang sama... kan tidak adil, orang mau berspesialisasi malah dihina... padahal sebenarnya masalahnya bukan ada pada orang tersebut, tapi pada keberpihakan pada setan yang selalu tidak mau terang-terangan.

My Persuasion

I've declared allegiance to The Truth and The Inclination to Keep on Inclining Forever Truthfully, here's another reason why this option is better:

If you want to stop everything, you really have to make sure to prioritize the Truth. I know there would be no sufferings, but consider if there were a hint of lie during the stopping everything event... Imagine you were caught up in it. 

Instead of ending up not feeling anything, you float around in the universe helplessly as your mind oscillated between mild sufferings to intense sufferings to forgetting about it to remember every little sufferings that everything had ever endured, sometimes time went backwards (illogical interactions) and even happiness felt like sufferings. Because people had destroyed the foundations of the universe... 

So consider my allegiance, if there were some misses, we would keep on improving it as we had the foundations to kept track of it. One day, we are going to get there

For the Truth and The Inclination to Keep on Inclining Forever Truthfully

Fishy mouth? Frequent blistering/mouth ulcers? v.03

I always have fishy smell coming out of my mouth. And when I'm not doing keto, most often than not, I will have mouth ulcers / blistering all over my mouth. Recently I tried chewing that gastric tablet, for gastric pain, it says magnesium carbonate among others, and it works. My mouth ulcers instantly were not painful anymore, and some hours later they were noticeably healing, and the fishy smell was gone. 

So I believe it was a little bit of gastric acid went up to my esophagus to my mouth. Now this really seem not to be the long term solution for it, so I should go to a doctor. If you're in pain this might help, but there might be side effects, I'm not sure I've just found out some days before.

Update:

So I think I got a yeast problem, and because of my low stomach acid it facilitated the pervasiveness of the infestation, so this most likely in one way or the other caused further damages to my stomach. Therefore I assume the reason why I got a big stomach and skinny everything else is my lipid cells (fats) are protecting my stomach. And that's why I can't seem to get rid of the fat in my stomach. 

I saw a video that mentioned Apple Cider Vinegar seemed to be able to specifically target stomach fat reduction in a study. I think this is the reason why, those people in the study had low stomach acid, and ACV helped them in creating bad environment against the yeasts. But this is just my very amateur assumption with significant ignorance on the subject, far from professionalism, far from it. (But people could strike a luck too right?)

Imperfection of my definition of Justice

The things that can't have Justice are Spirits that inherently against Justice. 

Justice is when everybody/everyone gets whatever they wanted and needed whenever they wanted and needed it (Truthfully, forever). 

Spirits in this context are Inclinations, so any Inclinations that wants to make others not get what they wanted and needed (forever, Truthfully), should not get what they wanted/needed (ever). 

There we could see that the statement is not logical, simply not. But we conscious beings know what it means and it is understandable and it is not wrong. So we created terms like demons, angels, good, bad... as nuances to represent these things. 

I hypothesize that the Universe gave birth to consciousness (the tree of knowledge of good and evil) in order to tackle this problem. We, conscious beings are creatures of Justice, our relationships, our existence, has became all about Justice. Our problems, our limited resources, are our journey towards the discretion. It has became our mission, as painful as it is for us. 

Limited Resources means our Justice is not yet the true Justice but the path towards it. Our current justice is the increase of the level of availability of mutual solutions for all. 

So, who to prioritize? Whose problems got to be solved first? Who knows the Truth about what's best?

At first glance I'd say that "Prioritize those that would increase prosperity the most, and postpone those who would cause so the least". But do we really know? Who gets to decide? So now it is insulting to not use the law in making decisions about Justice... at least the law was passed down from thousands of years of death, pain, and sufferings of those before us within the honor of evolution (I'm referring to the protocols of editing/adding to the law). 

In conclusion, there is a difference in saying "You don't deserve Justice" and "Hope Justice gets to you". I prefer the later.

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But Actually, if I used transcendence, or, Justice as a transcendence:

Justice^∞, is when everyone gets whatever he/she wanted and needed whenever he/she wanted/needed them, (forever, Truthfully) except for those who are against Justice^∞

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Would it be better if I do it like this?

Justice is when everyone, other than the Inclinations that are inherently against it, got whatever they wanted and needed whenever they wanted and needed it (perpetually to the infinite future, Truthfully).

Sense of Responsibility v.03

Sense of Responsibility is the sense to not make things worse (than the expectations).

The nuance of it though when comes to dealing with wrong/untruthful expectations, breaking the illusion would give rise to the feeling of upset. But with good sense of responsibility, people will know who is not responsible for it.